May 2013
8 tags
LVIII.
wizened in the ways of love and lust, ours remains a journey into the great unknown, but I come with a warning label, breathe fire and smoke with the worst of them —just ask the ashes in my wake. and you, the catalyst of every passion embodied, the indomitable that begs for domination; I long to oblige you in ways as of yet undiscovered, to the very limits of human endurance itself. it's said...
May 19th
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In other news...
I’ve now endured five years past my expiration date. Hooray!
May 19th
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5 tags
LVII.
Strange, that, how we can feel so much and so little both at the same time.
May 16th
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Anonymous asked: Who's bernadette??
May 16th
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May 16th
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May 15th
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LVI. Bernadette
A drawn out affair. I never write about you. Silence says enough.
May 15th
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3 tags
May 15th
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“Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you...”
– Ernest Hemingway
May 15th
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May 15th
2 notes
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LV.
Most can't handle me. I wonder if you'll stay when the ink has dried.
May 15th
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“I find that most people worth knowing are fucked up in some way or another.”
– Jonathan Tropper
May 15th
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LIV. closed casket
Lodged in one's throat, The End tastes of gun-oil and smoke. We're not there yet.
May 15th
May 15th
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May 15th
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“Description begins in the writer’s imagination, but should finish in the...”
– Stephen King, On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft
May 14th
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9 tags
LIII.
Pen on paper, I could write endlessly and still fail to capture you.
May 14th
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May 14th
134 notes
P.S.
Hi everyone, I’m not dead. P.P.S. Buuuut I may or may not subject the lot of you to “prose” of mine that argues otherwise.
May 14th
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May 14th
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April 2013
1 tag
Be Brave
arewerelationships: Be brave and admit that there is someone who, in every sentence, is your perfect word.
Apr 29th
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7 tags
LII.
Watch them closely, those lovers with reserves to spare. They seek what they've lost.
Apr 29th
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Complacency is never my thing, and it’s on rare occasions when I’m able to write anything of note and feel like, “Yes, THAT is my voice,” but I just did a few moments ago and I couldn’t be happier with the results.
Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
35,817 notes
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LI.
The Devil's playthings, hands. I hold their wants at bay. "Strength" in inaction.
Apr 29th
3 tags
Apr 29th
22,331 notes
8 tags
Apr 29th
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“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do...”
– Aldous Huxley, Island
Apr 29th
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L.
Yours is a beauty wholly incomparable. One I cannot shake.
Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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“How odd I can have all this inside me and to you it’s just words.”
– David Foster Wallace’s The Pale King
Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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Apr 28th
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It totally slipped my mind that the roman numerals begin to change in the 40’s. Yes, I make mistakes like that. Oops. The last nine poem “titles” have been fixed accordingly. Amateur hour is over for now, so consider your dashboards safe at least until tomorrow.
Apr 28th
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XLIX.
Masochism must define you if I'm the one you fixate over.
Apr 28th
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Apr 28th
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Listen Closure in Moscow | The Impeccable Beast — The...
Apr 28th
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I cannot help but feel that Sophia is mad at me for how often I’ve neglected her as of late.
Apr 28th
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“Isn’t man an amazing animal? He kills wildlife - birds, kangaroos, deer, all...”
– David Coats on the inhumanity of man.
Apr 28th
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Apr 28th
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XLVIII.
They speak of progress, of how time heals all wounds. Your touch is fatal.
Apr 28th
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Apr 28th
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2013/04/27 神戸国際会館 Setlist
a-knot: かすみ LOTUS Unraveling Unknown.Despair.Lost GLASS SKIN  輪郭 滴る朦朧 THE BLOSSOMING BEELZEBUB 蜜と唾 鴉 業 霧と繭 Agitated Screams Of Maggots 冷血なりせば ENCORE: GARBAGE 激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇 残 THE FINAL Envious of all that could attend. 
Apr 28th
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XLVII. The Old World
Sometimes Europe's call is the only thing keeping me going, you know?
Apr 27th
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Apr 27th
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“Aloneness and selfness are too important to betray for company.”
– Sylvia Plath
Apr 27th
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Apr 27th
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I get by (and off) on wordplay. 
Apr 27th
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Apr 27th
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My elderly neighbor seems to be donating damn near the entirety of her book collection to me a week before her move back to CA, so I now have around 50-60+ new books. I haven’t counted the exact number yet. I wake up to stacks of them on my porch.  What’s more, my level of empathy seems to be where it was when I was hospitalized back in ‘08, at least as far as reading people is...
Apr 26th
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